Saturday, March 13, 2010

Even the best falls down sometimes

Final Year Project has worn me out, entirely.
I haven't had a good night sleep for the past week. I spent CENTURIES on the school's desktop and for all the wrong reasons.
Practically, I've been surfing the net, talking to my friends in Messenger, having strolls around the campus with friends etc.
Alright, so it's been past a week & I've did nothing much with regards to my project.

I know I shouldn't be idling my precious time away but I've got totally no idea on what I'm supposed to do and how I'm supposed to carry and move on with my project.
I need motivation & I need guidance from people.

So today, I've got some negative heard-ons.
Whatever it is, I'm telling myself that I'll overcome all the setbacks that I'm going to encounter for the approaching days to come.

What's more annoying and dreadful, there's nasty people out there who's trying to pull and bring me down. I hope they can just get themselves outta me for I don't need such negative impacts.

Any likelihood for me to break-free from all these incidents?
Would I even be able to complete the specified project task within twelve weeks?
When would be the day I'll be feeling fine, feeling alright again?
Would the situation change?

I can't help but feel disappointed and helpless.
Oh well.. At least I've got my encouraging and supporting friends around me. (You know who you are)

It's really hard, to explain how tired and moodless I am right now.
I'm not feeling okay.
Feel me & understand how I'm exactly feeling now.
I need not say more.

Nevertheless, I'll persevere.
I hope I'll have faith in myself.




For the rest of the subsequent days -
Pictures and details would be posted and elaborated some time soon.