And I'll be thankful.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.

The upcoming new year, 2oo8. I'll promise.

12. LETTING GO of the past, bitterness, anger, hurt, sadness. Excludes all those wonderful memories.

11. No association with people who emits negative aura, who tries to bring me down, who has delusional mind and backstabbers. There's a limit to tolerance!

10. No NEGATIVITY surrounding my life. Positive outlook, positive life.

9. Learning when, what and how to care less. The less I care, the less I'll be hurt!

8. Having FRIENDS who cares and matters around! (:

7. Learning to trust, to be vulnerable, to let down my guard.

6. A way to get out of continuous studies after my Cert.

5. A SILENT THANK YOU to my FAMILY and all those who had cared for me for the past years of my life.

4. Luck, been pretty down recently.. Hope that Lady Luck will visit me soon. Real soon..

3. Peace in the world, among my FRIENDS AND FAMILY, in my life.

2. Happiness. Only thing I ever wish for every year, every birthday, every Christmas, every NY.

1. Shall pin all my hopes for what I'll see when results are being flashed out right in front of me.

& again I'll encapsulate the good memories & letting go of the unhappy ones!
HELLO to year 2oo8! :D
Shall be waiting for the upcoming CNY of the Lunar Calender! C:

Ta-da!

Went shopping with Mum & Dad today.
To waterloo street first ; Accompanied them to the temple.
Followed by Orchard.
Because I'm not quite familiar with the place Centre Point, they brought me around Orchard area & had walked me to the busstop where I had to alight upon reaching there. These helps to familiarise myself around town area before getting to start work soon. I'd appreciated it for the long distance from the carpark to the busstop.
Walked past my future working place, Women's Secret at Level two.
Quite a small boutique but I don't see a single customers at all! Hopefully there weren't as much people during the sales period.

Alright! & again I'd treatments for my hair. Chose a colour naming red-brown copper blonde. Results were : I like it very much. (:
Didn't want to make it so reddish-brown or too copperish-blonde case my brothers give me a calling out. =]

Okayyy.. & I really do like my new hair-do, new hair colour.
Bought not much things for myself today expect for those hair kits.
Lucido hair wax, Loreal Firm hair curls, Bigen anti-colour fade treatment and quite alot more. These of course, were bought for me by my mum.
Truth is, she likes to doll me up with those kinda stuffs. :D

It'll be the 31st of Dec tomorrow & I might be celebrating the upcoming new year with my parents instead! So, sorry people who had asked me out earlier before! ;]

And also, It's left with only a few more days for those who'll be schooling.
I miss school.
I miss my classmates.
I miss the times together.
E4D~

New hair-do!

& I've just permed my hair.
The length of my hair had became shorter and of course, mummy said that she would buy those hair treatments to make my hair look better.
Will be dyeing my hair the following day which would be tomorrow.
Perhaps It'll look more natural & fluffy after a few more days of wash ups! (:

However, I'll still miss my long straighten ed hair. :]

Starting work on 1st Dec at Women's Secret ; Centre Point.
Visits come, visits go. Anyone?

& As agreed with Steph & Sock, Farhan would definetly make a good boy-friend.
Supposingly, a very gentleman he was yesterday. (:
Right.

& Here it goes.

& THANK you.



& These people working with me never fail to make me laugh like a mad girl. :D
Especially the two guys.

Love you!

& Finally, I got to meet up with the MANGO part-timers today.
There was me, Steph, Arinah, Farhana, Josephine, Sock, Farhan & Khairin. But Josephine left after a lil while.
Bought all our reserved clothes & headed next for more shopping spree. Went to Topman with Farhan & Khairin & Khairin had been cheated for quite some money. But in e end, we accompanied him for a confirmation of the prices. & Finally, his money could be retrieved back again.

Strolled to Suntec & we had a few shots over here & there.
Tried on various kinds of shades & truth is, I think it looked quite OKAY on me. & the guys said that I'm pretty & looked liked a model with shades on. & Imagine, I'm smiling like :D
HAHAHA! Chose a shades, wanted to buy it, but Steph stopped me from buying it! She said that I must not spend my money anymore! Though she also felt that I looked quite good with shades on. Also added that shades are not the item that I'll wear it everytime when I go out. True. I admit. Byebye Shades. I'll buy you again the next time! :D
Then back to MS again.
Had our fill at Swensens. Ordered baked rice & also, we had ordered another Giant regular ice-cream for desert. Hmm.. Not bad. Me & Khairin had the same taste.
He should be pleasured! (:

Okay!
Then we strolled around for spree again.
To Esplanade & we really took quite alot of pictures together.
Farhan & Khairin wanted to take a solo shot with me. BUT, everytime I took a shot with them, They'll make funny faces or stares. So weird! Alright but at last, there was quite a few nice shots.
Saw one of Farhan's & Khairin's friend at Esplanade. He's called Hafiz. & lemme tell you. It's just within minutes of time, Hafiz had already started to disturb and make fun of me. Oh well..
At least Farhan said without me, It'll be very very boring.
Didn't have the chance to upload the pictures today because I had to wait for the pictures to be sent to me by Sock! Almost all the pictures taken were in Sock's digi camera!

As promised, Farhan really bought me Chocolates. Not only for me, but for everyone. There's the six of us. Six chocos in a box. He purposely made me the last person to receive the chocolate. I was like ARGHS FARHAN!! -.-
Parting soon & he gave the choco box to me. It was real pretty. Looked rather high-classed though!
Super Thanks to Farhan!

Yeah & I know that his birthday's on 31st of JAN. (:
Till then, we'll meet up soon! :D
Next touch ups would be watching the sun-set together! (:
It's already a deal yeah. :D

There's still quite alot to be followed up. But I'm too lazy to post it all out. I'll just let the photos taken today with them do the talking. Probably tomorrow.

Oh ya & people, Instead of 3rd of Jan, I'll be starting work on the 1st of Jan instead. Oh.. Maybe their just too in need of people. We'll be working over at Women's secret. Farhan at Golf House. Venue ain't confirmed yet! Hopefully soon! :D

Photo

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million words
I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
Cause you're far away

When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
And I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot

-Photo

Part-timers Spree

Will be meeting out with MANGO part-timers to spree for the clothes that we've reserved. Guess that I've got only 6o plus bucks to spent for my clothes only? Since I'd already spent quite some bucks the last time I went out with Jz.
There goes my savings & also money Mum had gave me. & I'm left with around 5 bucks in my bank. Wondering If I should buy the bag that I've eyed for quite some time.
I've got the I want this, I want that habit now.
As said, It's a habit. I gotta change. Soon.


Dream about what pleases you, go where you want to go, be who you want to be. You only have one life to make to do what makes you happy. Find on this wonderful quest of life.
Enough happiness to spread around.
Enough roadblocks to make you stronger.
Enough sorrows to keep a good soul.
Enough wishes to be happy from within.
The happiest people do not necessarily have everything.
They simply utilize all the potential in which life has to offer.

Commitment precedes vision.

In life, many thoughts are born in the course of a moment, an hour, a day. Some are dreams, some visions. Often, we are unable to distinguish between them. To some, they are the same; however, not all dreams are visions. Much energy is lost in fanciful dreams that never bear fruit. But visions are messages from the Great Spirit, each for a different purpose in life. Consequently, one person's vision may not be that of another. To have a vision, one must be prepared to receive it, and when it comes, to accept it. Thus when these inner urges become reality, only then can visions be fulfilled. The spiritual side of life knows everyone's heart and who to trust. How could a vision ever be given to someone to harbor if that person could not be trusted to carry it out. The message is simple: commitment precedes vision.

Sudden.

Sometimes I wonder. What will be of me when O'level results were flashed. Right in front of me.
I oughta know. We shall see.

=D

Went Shopping with Jingzhi today. & we really shopped.
It was like crazy shopping la. Visited various kinds of places & really bought lots of clothings.
To MS at first. Back to MANGO again & I'd bought part of my clothes & bags. Spent ard 1oo plus dollars at MANGO & they really gave me a big jumbo bag! Haha! :D
Then shopped ard. Walk walk ; See see.

Next to Suntec & we'd went to the Fountain Of Wealth to wash our hands in the water and hopes to have our wishes to be granted. Heh. (:
Ordered six donuts & shared with ahzhi. Was really very very full la!

Shopped & following on, to Bugis.
Visited Siok at Muji & she said she'll have to work till morning 5am-6am. Like OMG Siok! You're so pitiful. Sad for you! =]

& I saw a bag at Bugis street. Liked it alot but don't know if I should buy? Cause it cost around $40. Like kind of not-so-worth-it from Bugis street eh. Quite ex though. Hmm..

Back home first.
Bathed & meet Daph at Hawker busstop for pasar malam again!
It was like a breeze. It's the third day alr & we gotta wait for maybe months again?
Oh well.. (:

I'm really short of MONEY!
Gradually.. lesser & lesser. =[
Alright! Shall be meeting the MANGO part-timers on the 28th of Dec.
1pm at Marina Square Gate.
See them soon! :D

Wo0ts!

Yesterday ;

Went to MS to visit Farhan, Khairin, Irena & the full-timers at MANGO with Steph. Shopped for a while & tried on the new season clothes. I like the new season top at MANGO but LOVE the dress at Hula & co. Would be getting my faves, soon. But hopefully! (:

Went Vivo to wait for baoyu after her work. Was there for only a while. Shops are closing soon anyways. Hmm.
Bussed back to chup lao & walked around the pasar malam. Nothing's much going on. Kinda sianning ahs. :]
Supper ed at hawker eating pig's organ soup. Shared the food among the three of us. YUMMY!



Okay & now, I'm confirmed to work at Women's secret starting from the 3rd of Jan. Got a call early in the morn which was regarding the night hours I had to endure again during the sales period.
From early in the morn till midnight around 2am-3am.
Hmm.. No prob was what I'd said. I'm in need of money anyway.

Hahaha!
Long conver with them at fitting room with Farhan & Khairin yesterday. This is only a part of it.



Me: Eh, where's my chocolate & ice-cream?
Farhan: Wait for me after my work la! I'll treat you again.
ME: NO! Siao ah. I'm meeting my friend.
Khairin: Liangpiengggg! Okay, choose anything you want here. I'll buy for you. (:
ME: You sure not!?
Khairin: $30 (Taking out from his wallet)
ME: -.- Like that enough meh? You buy for me you also need to buy for Steph lei. HAHAHA!
Steph: Ya lor. I also want lei.
Us: Laughs.

I want to meet up with those who wants to meet up with me! :D



Steph took this snap of us bickering with each other. :D

Then we took a picture. Khairin still was reluctant. Look at him! @#**%

This is necessary. (:

& Finally.. :D

Last day.

Yesterday was my last official working day at MANGO. The feeling I suppose, was understandable. Daeng bought apple pies for us for our Christmas Gift. Though It's just an apple pie, it's the thought that counts. We really appreciated it.
Hugs & kisses from work mates. All of them. I won't forget.
Oh ya though last day working at MANGO, they had transfered me to Women's Secret. Would be starting work again from Jan 3rd onwards couting on for two weeks only.

Alright! Celebrated Christmas with Baoyu & Steph at PS. Agreed that town area would be too chaotic. Walked ard & supper ed at Starbucks. Couting down together, laughers & joys. Caught the last train back to aljunied & ate ice-creams at Mac. Thanks to Steph. It's her treat. (:
Chatted till 3plus I think? Hmm..
And THANKS FOR THE GIFTS PEOPLE!
MERRY CHRISTAMS! :D




THANKS TO SIOK! :D

SIOK AGAIN! :D

SOCK!

SOCK AGAIN!

BAOYU! :D

BAOYU AGAIN! :D

MERRY CHRISTAMS! :D

One last shot.

(:

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! :D

& I'll let bygones be bygones.
Yesterday was my last day to get along with most of the part-timers. Some would be having off today while some was their last official working day yesterday.
Was quite sad that we actually had to see each other with just one last look, one last gathering.
The full timers treated us pizza. They ordered around 6 boxes of pizzas & we really got to eat till so full la.
Following on, we danced & singed along with e music. Needless to say it was already after work. Was blasting the music so high that we really get to be happy closing ups with each other.
Pictures taken with each other, and of course It was alot! & also, not forgetting the small lil gift Sock had made for us! THANKS SO MUCH! :D
I'll never forget all the people that I've got to know. True.
Might be celebarting christams with them? Hmm.. Counting downs, fun-filled laughters. Whoo! :D



So far so good! :D

LOVES! :D

FARHANA! (:

KHAIRIN! (:

LUCKY ; RIIN! (:

FARHANA ; SOCK! (:

FITTING ROOM GOSSIPS! (:

LUCKY! (:

FARHAN! (:

RIIN! (:

SOCKKKK! (:

& these would be e amount of parts & full timers working in MS.

These as well! :D

I have a growing understanding of the situation around me.
I just don't care what you say.
Pulling away.
I just can't take it anymore.
I know it's the limelight that you want.
Make the difference crystal clear please.

F OFF.

So many things had happened in just one day.
& as expected, I knew it.

BAOYU! (:

Alright! & I'm working today again. Will be having my last off day tomorrow. But how I wished that there was no off for me at all cause it'll be a public holiday where Malays would be celebrating their Hari Raya Haji. How wasted eh.
Since then, nobody wanted to change with me cause of the hourly pay rated quite high. Hmm. Nowadays, Kairin & Farhan kept on talking with me telling me those jokes & some IQ questions. & they said something like lianpeng which I dunno what it was la! -.-

Had ard 9-1o nicks while working at MANGO alr.
Farhan will be treating me chocolates & ice-cream which he'd promised & said that "It's deep inside my heart, really!" LOL! Was like so funny la. The expression he made and all sorts made me laugh & also brighten up my day with those irritating customers. =]

Getting along quite well with my work mates though even though they always call my names for no reason, tapping me from here to there secretly.
Farhan & Kairin would be taking away the clothes from my hands that I wanted to fold & make it tidy on the table so that they could allow me to slack aronnd with no clothes to tidy up.
Sounds nice right?
NO! Because I ignored them! Ignoring them for calling me weird names that I don't understand in Malay. Though I just got to know that some were quite pleasant compliments la! :D

Official last day would be 22nd of dec but however if shortlisted, I could work until the 27th of dec.

Alright baoyu visited me today & accompanied me & Steph home. Supper ed with her at Hawker. Hot sizzling noodles & cold iced desert. It was really a well-fulled meal. (:
Chit chatted with her for quite some time till ard 12plus to one? Had a really GREAT chat with her. Really.. I tell you. It's like "Wah.. so long never talk to her like this le.." The feeling's like so different. Plus I've just got to heaved aside my workload after a day's of hardwork. Phew!
Feeling quite happy though.

& I saw an ex so called "good" friend of mine last time during secondary school days at MANGO today. She looked totally different. And needless to say her attitude sucks too. No offence. Imagine how she'd replied me with the questions that I've asked her nicely. I'm really damn pissed off. Oh well.. I don't even bother to just be friends or getting along touching up with her you know? It's like she's the not-worth-it kind of friend.
Just judging people by looks & status before making friends or treating differently towards the others. Really. Grow up please. Those, I think are immature thinkings. The alarm just went off when she stepped out of the shop. Something's amissed. But still there's nothing we could do. We're just to busy to even bother about it since the security guard had went off.


& I'll just let it be.

THANK YOU BAOYU FOR THE TRIP DOWN TODAY! :D

-

& That is why I dislike you.
Stop it.

Your impatience has been growing lately, and today you may feel as if your life is moving at a frustratingly glacial pace. But this change of rhythm is a very good thing. Give yourself time to get used to a slower way of doing things, and soon it will start to feel downright pleasant. With less speed and less noise, you will be able to listen to yourself and conserve your energy much more effectively. Store up your resources and get prepared for a dramatic return to center of the action.

GOODBYE!

Some quotes that one of my friend sent it to me. Thank You!



People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

I'M SO TIRED!

I'M SO TIRED!
Working's fun but tiring.
Long hours of standing. I'm really shag & might be looking like an old haggard. :x
But still, THANKS to the people who had visited me!
Also thank you faisal who had bought me chocolates & a keychain from overseas! (:
I really appreciated you for coming over all the way to marina square.
Sudan's leaving. I'll be really sad. He said that he wouldn't be coming back over to SG alr. I really hope that I could make it to send him off before he leaves. :(
& now, I'll just let the photo shots do the talking.



JACE ; CINNY ; SOCK (:

These are the ones who would go buy fries & ice-cream during working hours!
*We sneaked out almost everytime! ;)

SOCK ; CINNY (:

(:

JO (:

RIIN (:

RIIN (:

HUISHAN ; RIIN. (:

We sneaked out!

JACE ; TERESA (:

CINNY (:

JACE (:

REGINA (:

TERESA (:

GIFTS FROM FAISAL (: