Sunday, May 25, 2008

Looking at the past, saying goodbye.

Things get painfully harsh till you don't know what's gone. People scrutinise you and you just back off with hovering question marks.
You don't wish to ask something in return yet your fragile heart tells you otherwise as you yearn for something consoling, to hold you up.
Friends leave us with wondrous memories but at the same time, abandon the footsteps which have been greatly marked in our heads.
A line was cast into the sea and yet, regardless the surrounding, we got fooled by none but an idiotic bait.
We didn't have the intention of escaping, instead, we allowed blindness to fold in. For the record, we wanted to stay on though it's an obvious dead end.
The results? We get trampled, Hurt.
Despite all these, what can we do? Coop yourself in your room to be in search of alternatives to fill up the gaps, to feel whole again?
Counting the days that go by and maybe, just maybe.. Things will be alright and time will heal? Funny, it's just a quiet desperation.
There are always solutions to matters. Go into hibernation if you have to and give some thoughts to your problems.
And you'll realise shit loads of stuff that seem so alien to you. Life's like a roller coaster ride, you've got the sharp turns, the twisters, the ups and downs.
They're all worth the experience. Just keep on trying. But isn't it better to have tried rather than to regret?
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